TechieMaMa

Returning to work after maternity leave has been a mix of emotions I didn’t fully expect. At first, I felt excited—ready to dive back into the world I once thrived in. But almost immediately, I realized things weren’t the same anymore, and neither was I.

The warmth from my colleagues made coming back easier, but I couldn’t shake the feelings of doubt and guilt. There were moments where I questioned everything—if I had come back too soon, if I was doing the right thing for my child, and for myself. Balancing work and motherhood felt like learning to walk all over again, but this time with a baby on my back.

But here’s the surprising part: I’m rediscovering myself through it all. Not just as a mom, but as a project manager, as a professional who’s evolving. The challenges, the exhaustion, the push to manage everything—it’s reshaping how I approach my work. I’m not just finding my rhythm as a mother; I’m also discovering a new sense of strength and focus in my career.

Just like in my first post, “Motherhood Made Me Loud, Bold, Stronger And Ready to Share My Journey,” this new chapter is about embracing the growth that comes with motherhood, not just personally but professionally as well. Two weeks in, I feel more connected to who I am, not despite the changes but because of them. And as I navigate this new version of myself, I can see that it’s possible to thrive in both worlds. It’s not always easy, but I’m learning to embrace it, one step at a time.

Here’s to finding my rhythm—one day, one moment at a time!